dare you say your name

if you cant say who you are then I do not belive you are passion filled and you cant convince me you care!

BOARD OF THE BOARD OF EDUCATION AND YOU? WHAT SAY YOU

SUCH A HAPPY DETERMINED FACE! Innocent and wonderfully made,This child,and all the children like her. HER MOMMY OVES HER.

Cadence Jade IS safe from NJ

Her daddy my son,Loves her Equally,

They both show the LOVE their unique way.

ONE thing ..

THEY do not have to do it here.

Where they are a Dollar means little more.

Yea yea yea......every body has a little hard time now.

BUT it is different,she will not have to put up with the Boastful nasty Mom's

Here in NJ I KNOW it is Night and DAY.

LONG CREEPY NAILED BIG HAIRED FANCY NASTYS....

And not where my scotchey is.....

and for this I shall endure a few more years and be free from this

GOOD for NOTHING STATE>

Where even if you pay you're parking price,and lay your ticket and receipt on the dash board.

YOU STill must go to court and pay a fine!.

where the money that is collected on Turnpike,and parkway,as well as Numbers games,lottery and so on,THAT WERE supposed TO GO TO EDUCATION...

Go into the POCKETS OF SELFISH BASTARDS!

Keep the change........I do not play those games anyway and

REFUSE TO PARTAKE IN THISE shitty NEW JERSEY RITUALS.

My pot of GOLD SHALL BE PRICELESS AND ENDURE ANY RECESSION.

LOVE.

FAMILY

PEACE AND THANKFULNESS

Something that every where I look in this state.

I JUST cannot see stead fast evidence.

IT'S DISGUSTING HERE

and I CANT WAIT to sell this home and skadadtel .

in other words

"BLOW THIS CLAM BAKE"

DESPITE THE BAD ADMINASTRATION AT MATAWAN H.S. MY DAUGHTER GOT ALL A's HER ENTIRE SENIOR YEAR!

This is My Amazing Daughter! 18,and Honor Student,Only Took 1 Year of HS
Last Year she had Home Instruction at the Library,even though it was Suppose to be at Home as PER Doctors Orders!
and THEN THE SCHOOL said we REQUESTED IT BE at the LIBRARY!
LIARS YOU ARE SUCH LIARS,and when our therapist asked why not in the home as we Prescribed...School said(Rapaport) did you meet the Mother! She then said I am not speaking like this! You are Breaking the LAW! WELL DIDN'T MOSSY RAPAPORT LOSE HER POSITION DUE TO NOT THE RIGHT CERTIFICATION?
WELL I CAN SEE THAT I COULD HAVE TOLD YOU !
I CALLED THE BOE for MONMOUTH COUNTYGLASTIEN WAS USELESS!
AND THANK GOOD NESS FOR O'MALLEY! This is all I WILL SAY GOOD ABOUT THAT SCHOOL
MY CHILD PRODUCED THE FASHION SHOW! AND THE KIDS WERE SO UGLY TO my child" why?
well for one thing MRS H NEVER told the club the president of the foods and nutrition club that she put Monique in charge! THEY WERE SCREAMING AT HER!
HOW DARE YOU PUT ALL WHAT YOU DID ON MY CHILD! AND THAT COOKING ROOM
ITS DISGUSTING! FILTH! WHAT DO YOU DO MRS H ALL DAY?
what do you teach?
Mre SIAIEED? WHO didnt say she would not finnish the curiculem in the JR YEAR,till 2 weeks of end of school year!
DID THE SCHOOL DO ANYTHING?
NOPE! MY CHILD HAD A 92 or HIGHER AVERAGE IN THAT CLASS AND HAD TO RETAKE! THIS YEAR NOW I HAVE TO PAY FOR THE YR OF MATH ShE MIssED THIS YEAR IN COLLEGE NOT TO MENTION THE WASTED TIME AND EFFORT WHEN HER PRE CAL TEACHER LEARNED OF WHAT HAPPENED HE SAID MONI YOU ARE TOO SMART FOR TAKING OVER! why didnt they have her test out?
DAM YOU MATAWAN HS EDUCATION MRS MANE MRS RUSCHEVAGE AND WHO ELSE DAMIT!

2009 AMEN NOW its time TO OPEN UP! MOM This one is for you!

(this ones for you "MOM)
please note my child receives DIPLOMA IN RIGHT HAND~so NOT TO SHAKE RUSkevage's"
see!not how Interested the people in back of her are as well..YEA(BOO) for MATAWAN H.S.
Its Over and NOW I WILL begin!
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the following is in MY Opinion.AND IS WHAT we experienced My Daughters JR YEAR after 3 years OF NO HELP,after Home Schooling and attending a Vocational School. We know My girl is Smarter and needs more challenge!SO we enrolled in HS,thinking it was SAFE" I went to the Child Study team for Assistance FOR HELP and GOT NOTHING BUT SHIT ON!

I write in RED because NOW! I can say what I want and do what needs to be done,for the GOOD of the PEOPLE and the Integrity of my Family!

DANG! Mrs Ruschevage..how ever you spell your name,You know who you are!
MY CHILD is amazing,every one knows this,she could have become any part of that system in student,body..BUT SHE is beyond those simple thoughts..
She is BEYOND THE childish games that even your
" Office still engages in!"
Many of the facility including you ,in MY OPINION! Act like you are still STUDENT in HIGH SCHOOL RATHER THEN THE ADMINISTRATION IN HS!

Which Brings me to other simpletons,"MR Glasstien,and Mrs RAPAPORT.
YOU PEOPLE PUT US THROUGH HELL!
YOU ALL ACTED LIKE A BUNCH OF IGNORANT ELEMENTARY STUDENTS trying to be POPULAR AMONGST THE MASSES AND EACH OTHER?
you are Impressing NO ONE!
Mrs,Mane Why didn't anyone tell us about the Pre CAL/ class, HOW come nothing was done? You OWE ME $$$$ for the classes she now will have to take in College ,because she could have taken this year!

ANd the Defamatory marks that were made about me to OUR PRIVATE Doctor? HOW DARE YOU ..

THE SPECIAL NEEDS IS SUPPOSE TO DO THINGS in the
"Interest of the student"
In the Matter of
"Monique Angelica Chartier"
YOU did NOT care who you all hurt,you in fact gave no thoughts to how you hurt us both!
Mrs Ruschevage demanded my child attend school
"against medical advise!" AMA"
There is so much more to my story,and i will add it all and back up with documents!
I was told that the school was to educate the kids and not to assist in any other matter!
and since JR HIGH I was lied to ,and placated ....And yet YOU decided to demand that MY CHILD HAD NO HISTORY with any situations!
HOW DARE YOU ALL!
DAM OUT LIES and simple
a URINATION CONTEST..and facilitated by THE "PUPPET"
for the women of MATAWAN HS

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I WERE YOU ,I AM DESPERATE

ANYONE,PLEASE Answer me,

HELP!  I am losing years of my life over health,fear of what they did to my dad,WHAT the Doctors do not Pay attention to. 

I take one  Medication form of steroids at least one time Per day of Steroids to Breathe,

some days 2 types. Oral and/or Inhaled,

 I Take 2 Blood Pressure Pills,one for over 10 years NOW. 

     Chronic Pain has been  Twisting my spine and Obtaining my body and removing my essence,for over 15 years,I am sober 17+ and am On Pain medication,that is Prescribed ..BUT IS  NOT  Prescribed properly .

    Same pill amount  for 5-years at least, same 15 mg's short acting so ....It is HELL.

  I have a Large hemangioma on the thoracic vertebrae T8 and a small one and tail no one says crap about! AND I AM TOLD NO PAIN..BULL I have had pain there for yrs.I had the wrong Implant operated into the TMJ JOINT ON RIGHT they had to take my r ear off to do,and the 5 months after it needed to be removed could go ON I SUFFER AND SUFFER

 WHEN it is LONG TERM it is supposed to be changed to a LONG ACTING,My DOC refuses to address this,and says,OH NO!

  Every 4 -5.5 hrs I am in some type of with-drawl .It is complicated by depression,and anxiety ...Regret and Ignorance.   Literally I am Losing my self

,My ability to want anyone around, 

Miss-communication and not understanding Create ANIMOSITY 

Misinterpretation-on Both ENDS...HELP PLEASE SOME ONE say what is up,

when my family relocated to NJ from AZ, I went to DR

Philip EATOUGH,  Keansberg / Eatontown. HE 

changed my med.s,to SHort acting,and LONG PLUS anxiety pill+ break through+ antibiotic, Un specified,timeframes,"I was told My body will figure it our or something,he did Put a amount and so on but is what he said,he said NO cold water/foods, No hot only room temp,no vegetables,no fruit,only meat and Potatoes. My stomach was killing me on top of all other complaints,this was new and BAD! Well, HE DID A hemlock LIKE MANEUVER ON ME 

and said see that hurt right!

      I said well not where the Pain I speak of,

IT HURT HAT YOU DID BUT NOT THE PAIN I ALWAYS HAD HE HURT ME  AND ON THE  wrong spot to boot he did the maneuveragain!,and OH MY GOSH IT KILLED ME,I sucked it up told him he was insane,and discontinued as h I have my hubby with me,and we called hi PONY TAIL DOC WHAT HE DID WAS made my Medical Record scare any help for a real PAIN DOC! for me...I did not consume all he RXED,HE WOULD ALSO SAY  "you are so close to being off all this medication,as I went I Would see the SAME WOMAN? weird hu" WELL HE JUST RECEIVED 41 MONTHS IN JAIL! and my records are screwed, I then went to DR Lin XU, who's very thorough and kind,but a pillophobe and refused to rx or treat me for a length of time and I needed to find a PAIN DOC/clinic...YEA right I get to Dr Lavien Pain Clinic Of NJ or what ever it was or how ever you spell his name,he is POMPUs and carefree,and could care less about me. and IT WOULD then become a TREND. NO ONE would see me,A conceived drug seeker! 

yes, I WAS SEEKING A Dr. to rx me all of my meds,including my class 2's BP,Thyroid and others..WHY should I be treated any different,NO HX of abuse,lost running out?No DR hoping..JUST BULL CRAP for me who suffers .

I called the Pain Clinic in Freehold Center State"well,I said I would like to have an appointment with Dr. so and so,they said what is your name? I gave it,and then I was told they will call back. Less than 15 min I received a call,and they said,No they cannot treat me there????I gave no records,Only My name! I asked why,THEY refused to say! Went to the patient Advocate and...THEy said they would help,they came back and said,They are a separate  entity and do not have to see me.

 IT IS disgrace full THAT A DR   can screw it up,and TALK BEHIND PATIENTS BACKS...THe HIPAA is a TOOL for the doctors to hide or BS..I will add later this is way over board.....

it should have been JUST easy,get a dr and ,and work together,I am allfor off medication I HATE IT ALL.BUT I refuse to be tourtured with more injections and BAD OPERATIONS ,and after my dads 6 months of HELL WITH HIM and the MR CAMPBEL..ABUSE of POWEr..

What can I do,cant even get a blood test result addressed,and not even told!  THAT WAS TAKEN IN March! and not one word about my TSH..    damit MEnapause" 

PAUSE THOSE MEN heheheheh

really HELP I am dyeing

EVERY DAY I AM STUCk 95% of the time

IF ONE THING COULD HELP 10% How will it IMPACT MY LIFE for the GOOD?

damit

DAM IT SCREW ME UP THROW ME OVER BOARD AND FEED ME TO THE CRABS!

will it get better? ever pass the day please

I

 asked  I requested my last Blood test

My husband returned with my other test results?

SO what,who cares HOW much worst I feel,I make it hell for my family days and days and days....what the heck do I get the tests done for? WHY am I so UPSET I am so close to LOSING   IT ,ME, MY DAYS MAKE MY HUSBANDS,DAUGHTERS AND ANYONE THAT DEALS WITH ME...HELL

MISS COMUNICATE.....SO WHY AM I BEING SO UNREASONABLE?

so I was at the Hospital today with my child,and I got the last blood test!

damit

how cna a DR be so freaking   I do not know what to say about it.

MY TSH is 6.70 and I am ON SYNTHROID?

so what the hell

I cry 

I am hot i am looseing hair

I am so weak!

depression

maybe its this

THE TEST WAS DONE 3 months ago!

HOW CAN THIS BE REAL..Please TELLME

I take my meds..

do my tests

I am suffering here 

HELLO  test one two test 34