will it get better? ever pass the day please

I

 asked  I requested my last Blood test

My husband returned with my other test results?

SO what,who cares HOW much worst I feel,I make it hell for my family days and days and days....what the heck do I get the tests done for? WHY am I so UPSET I am so close to LOSING   IT ,ME, MY DAYS MAKE MY HUSBANDS,DAUGHTERS AND ANYONE THAT DEALS WITH ME...HELL

MISS COMUNICATE.....SO WHY AM I BEING SO UNREASONABLE?

so I was at the Hospital today with my child,and I got the last blood test!

damit

how cna a DR be so freaking   I do not know what to say about it.

MY TSH is 6.70 and I am ON SYNTHROID?

so what the hell

I cry 

I am hot i am looseing hair

I am so weak!

depression

maybe its this

THE TEST WAS DONE 3 months ago!

HOW CAN THIS BE REAL..Please TELLME

I take my meds..

do my tests

I am suffering here 

HELLO  test one two test 34